Can't you see I am a bloody mess at your feet?

I will never make it better It will always hurt you fuckin asshole...

2006-02-14T04:02:34Z

Truthfully I dont want to be here anymore
I dont want to be alone anymore

I just have been reading Mitch's live journal from last year
and i cant stop crying

I fuckan hate being so alone

This knife just keeps on stabbing into me more and more....

2006-01-20T03:10:29Z

Life has changed so much since I last updated.

Mitch and I broke up in September.
Which left me heart broken for 4 months or so.

I have returned to bad habits.

I feel like a complete failure at life.

I really don't know what to do in life,
the life I am living feels so wrong
yet I don't know where to go or what to do.

I just want to run away from all the problems in the world.

I really like Elden.
He makes me so happy
but i never get to talk to him
which isnt his fault.

I have come to grips that I lied.
I have lied to much but
I think that I am still inlove with him
but he has a new gf

I just hurt so much
have lost myself in the world
and just need God to find me

I love these sounds coming from the sky... the roar of thunder

2005-07-26T00:43:02Z

So yesterday was quite the amazing day....

I awake at 7 got ready and atttended church with Mitchell at 8:30... I really enjoy going to church with him. We stayed there for a while talking to some people and then went to Caribu. Were we got some drinks and talked and played chinese checkers and mancala.

We then we to this park maybe called Newton park and we talked and took pictures. I really enjoyed that. Then we went to my house I believe and we played Super MOnkey Ball 2 and talked and hung around.

We went to dinner at Panda Express. Then at 5:27 we took a train to Chicago. After the train ride Felber picked us up and took us to DePaul for a show. The show was really cool. Justice a band from Belguim (SP) played and they were really good. Expired Youth played... some others then Mental. They were really good.

After the show Felber drove us to the train station in Glen Ellyn because we would have missed the 11:40 train. Mitch then drove me home. It was a grand day.

Today I have just slept all day and I am now going to go retire to my bed and sleep some more.

Sleeping isnt the same these days

2005-07-22T15:29:09Z

So yesterday I was quite lazy but after I got up I went to 711 and got Mitchell a slurpee and then dropped that and some other stuff off at his work. I got to stay and talk to him for a little I really liked that. Then I went to the bank.

After that I picked up Caitlyn and we went to the mall and got Caribu and Panda. I missed her and it was nice to catch up wi th her. Then we picked up Jessie and went to Susannes. It was crazy because I haven't seen any of them in SOOOO long. I enjoyed it.

After some confusing stuff I went home and my dad took me to Skin Gallery and Piercings in Downers Grove and

I GOT MY NOSE PIERCED :)!!! It was intense and an adrenalin rush i loved it.

Then me and my daddy went to see the bandits play. I really enjoyed it. I saw some other girls I use to play softball with. To go all the way to professional softball... that would be so sweet and intense.

After that I went to Susannes and saw a billion people

Today I aint sure what I am doing during the day but tonight I am going to Mitch's concert... I am excited to see him

Many times we shared our thoughts........

2005-07-20T05:14:03Z

So today didn't start off great... brothers woke me up every 5 mins.... and then I decided to lay in the sun for a little bit... after 45 mins outside decided to come back inside and i was in the pool for a good portion of that 45 mins.... after a bunch of things i realized i got MASSIVE sun burn... im in alot of pain,....

Mitch came over and we went to dinner at IHOP... then we played Monkey Ball (SUper MOnkey Ball 2(I was too lazy to delete)) and read the book.....

I am so happy when mitch is over then when he leaves I realize the lousy feeling I am having from not being at lab... this sucks

I see my head doctor tomorrow... great....

I hate how I get so jealous and paranoid so much....

I really need God's help right now

I focus on the pain... the only thing that's real

2005-07-19T05:38:32Z

So I haven't updated in ever... oh wells

I went to Cornerstone... it was soooo much fun.. it was basically

Wake up at 8 or 9 and eat breakfast then wake up Mitch and Trevor. Then we all went to the Underground Bible study. After that I possibly went to the merch tents, a concert, walk, or ended up going back to Mitch and Trevor's camp and taking a nap with Mitch. I would attend some more shows then eventually have dinner at 6. Then go back out and see more shows then go back to Mitch's camp and fall asleep with him. I would then wake up at 3AM or so and walk back to my camp where I would go to bed again. I did this pretty much every day it rocked!!

I also am done with softball : / ..... I went to Wisconsin last weekend for softball. IT WAS SOO MUCH FUN. I ended up playing 4 games on Friday after a 3 hour drive to Wisconsin and then 2 games Saturday. I am gonna miss my girlies. I ended up kleting a girl in the face in one of the games it was crazy but it was all because we were in Wisconsin.... i'll put up pictures later

Mitch and I started this bible study thingy... we are reading this book called Mere Christianity... I really enjoy it ALOT.

Cornerstone has renewed my faith and given me another reason to be who I am... made me realize alot of things.

Saturday was alot of fun. After I got home and Mitch was off of work we stopped at his house where he changed and we picked up Darryl. Then we went to Mike's house where the band was recording. Then we took Trevor and went to his house were we just sat in his room and played Monkey Balls.. his little brother John joined us too... then we went to Darryl's and watched the Night of the Living Dead. Then Mitch came to my house and he gave me a back massage it was swell

Yesterday was nice as well. I went out to Mitch's and Justin came over and talked for a little. then Mitch and I went to this park thingy and he took pictures.. it was really relaxing and nice... I wish I brought my camera with.. oh wells... we finished the movie and read out of the book. It was nice

Today I bought Crazy Taxi and Super Monkey Balls 2 it is sweet! I made dinner for Mitchell and then he came over. We played Super MonKey balls 2 and talked. Then we went to Krispy Kreams and got some drinks and donuts... we sang in the car to eachother it was sweet!! then returned to my house and had a tickle war along with reading of the book... I love him

So Lab started today... it's a little bit depressing that i am not there right now. There are some people I was really looking forward to seeing... meeting... talking to... and the atmosphere there is like no other... Advanced year is suppose to be the best year too... and that is the level I was in... I haven't seen most of the people for over a year... I was told the last day that half the people don't come back next year and I made a promise to C-Unit that I wouldn't be one of thoes people and everyone else promised that... and now look at me I aint there.. I kinda feel lousy.. quite lousy....

Don't fuck with my heart.....

2005-06-15T21:29:31Z

Wow life is so confusing.... well last night must have been one of the bet nights of my life...

I have realized I need to be straight forward with people

I need to stop hiding

Stop lying

And I am going to start telling the truth and not lying

Some things from my past have been bugging me and pressuring me and I am trying so hard not to give in....

I have decided I am going to stop hiding it

On a side note

Saturday night I went swimming with Mitchell and I ended up burning my arm really bad on my pool heater... yet i managed to play softball the next morning.. as catcher.... i got a burn on my palm too... heres a picture of my arm...

Aint that fun....

14 days till Cornerstone

She visits you in your sleep but that newspaper gown is always on fire

2005-06-09T20:49:45Z

So life has been really good lately...

1. School over... don't mention Finals or Final Class Grades
2. Mitch and my relationship is wonderful... yesterday was our 8months since we started dating again.. :)
3. I am hanging out with soem people i have missed ALOT
4. Softball started up again its CRAZY and I have it every night cept Monday and Thursday and 3 games every Saturdays and possibly 3 or 4 games every Sunday
5. Softball = Exercise!
6. I've been getting in a billion hours at work
7. Works going pretty good
8. I feel some what less stressed
9. Cornerstone in 20 days and Walters is leading it!! HECK YESH!!!
10. I have klet marks in my leg from this girl last night its tight!

Today I have a hardcore practice for softball involving alot of running and sliding im gonna get ripped up like no other... but it should be fun

Friday game in Oaklawn (the Oaklawn Tourney) at 4:00 PM... then hopefully Mitch's concert in Elk Grove

Saturday in Oaklawn games at 11:00Am, 2:00PM, 3:30 PM and then hopefully hang with Mitch

Sunday depending on how we play Friday and Saturday gives us our time on Sunday and if we win we continue to play. Mitch's graduation party hopefully.

Monday Free day with work at 7-11

when the sun came up
we were sleeping in
sunk inside our blankets
sprawled across the bed
and we were dreaming

there are moments when i know it
and the world revolves around us
and we're keeping it
keeping it all going
this delicate balance
vulnerable
all knowing

sing like you think no one's listening
you would kill for this
just a little bit
just a little bit
you would kill for this

sing like you think no one's listening
you would kill for this
just a little bit
just a little bit
you would....

sing me something soft
sad and delicate
or loud and out of key
sing me anything
we're glad for what we've got
done with what we've lost
our whole lives laid out right in front of us

sing like you think no one's listening
you would kill for this
just a little bit
just a little bit
you would kill for this

sing like you think no one's listening
you would kill for this
just a little bit
just a little bit
you would....

sing me something soft
sad and delicate
or loud and out of key
sing me anything

I'm all out of faith this is how I feel... im cold and im ashamed lying naked on the floor....

2005-05-25T22:03:54Z

How I have neglected this journal... well I have been really busy for softball, school, work, and so much more

Softball we won conference 10-0

School finals next week grades are eh cept math AHHH stress me out like no other

Work I am inlove with and Marisa works with me now and I have met alot of new cool people I love it!

Some Plans for Summer

1. Softball

2. Cornerstone

3. Softball

4. go to wisconsin with softball

5. Leadership Lab

6. OH yeah and work!

Goals for Summer

1. Lose mega amount of pounds

2. get a tan ha ha

3. renite with old friends

4. Go to chicago alot and the lake

5. Met up with Labbers no including lab

6. Read some books

7. Redecorate my sisters room *cuz i get it when she gone*

8. pimp my car ha ha

9. strengthen relationships

10. hang out with everyone in my year book that said we should hang out and i wrote in their yearbook

Some things going on within next two weeks

Work
Saturday 10-4
Sunday 10-2
Tuesday 7-11

Mitch concert Friday

Softball awards night was last night tomorrow night choir awards night

Mitch's graduation June 2
Brittany's graduation June 3

Finals!!!!

I Just want to be alone........

2005-05-13T01:25:36Z

Not much to say but I am losing it.... Me thinking that everything was going to be okay and everything was over and im done with it... it comes back. This week has been a repeat of the last 3 years of my life that i have been trying to erase. I don't know how much I will be able to handle.

And I will meet you.... and I will meet you... and I will meet you... there.....

2005-05-01T14:29:32Z

Thursday I slept and didn't go to school. I hung out with Josh and stuff. Did a bunch of nothing. Then 7 came around and I was at work till 10:45 it was sweet stuff!

Friday i went to school then came home and got ready for Chicago. Mitch came over and we drove to Chicago where we went to the Metro and say 12 Step Rebels, The Unseen, and TIGER ARMY!!! It was amazing!!! There were so many kids with mohawks and pin spikes etc etc it was cool. I saw Austin and PETER there :)! THe concert was beyound amazing and I am in love with TIGER ARMY!!! we then went to McDonalds then drove to my house. layed around my house a little then mitch tucked me into bed :) that's the best thing in the world

Saturday I had two games 10 and 12. I didn't play the first game but played the second. We lost the first game but won the second it was tight. Then I went to work and worked with this girl Emily who I auditioned with she is realyl nice. Then at 4 she left and I worked with this other girl I forget her name :( but she was really cool. We worked to 7. I saw Sara and her friend Mike it was SWEET! Well Mitch came to work at 7 to pick me up. And we got ice cream :)!

We drove to my house to drop Mitch's car off and went to Marisa's suprise party it was cool to see everyone. We left like a half hour hour later. Then watched Space Balls at my house and meet the Fokers.. or what ever its called i fell asleep during space balls and was talkin in my sleep. Nice job.. lol

Today I am going to do chores homework and clean my room then Mitch is going to come over :)!

Have a nice day love you all!!!

Light up light up as if you have a choice even if you cannot hear my voice ill be right beside you..

2005-04-28T06:42:29Z

Saturday I went to Justin, Bill, Ryan, Nick, and Joe's concert it was a sweet deal! Then I went to work which was alright.. after that I went to Susanne's where Nick, Justin, Bill, Ryan, Joe, Brad, Seth, Jason, Caitlyn, Jessie, Susanne, Marisa, Jamie, and Janell. We all hung out then Nick, Seth, Brad, Joe, and Justin got into my car and we went to see Real Estate or something like that at the house they had played that morning... then I watched Saw it was good stuff.

Sunday I went to church came home and had a break down and went to Susanne's to talk to her and Caitlyn. I love them they helped me out alot. Then Mitch came over and we hung out and talked I enjoyed seeing him. Then I went to Caitlyn's where Nick, Jason, Justin, Kevin, Joe, Ryan, Caitlyn, Marisa, Susanne, all were. We had a bonfire it was a sweet deal.

Monday I went to school then had softball practice. Nothing special that I remember. Oh yes after softball I went to Culvers with Jason, Joe, Nick, Ryan, Marisa, Caitlyn, Justin. It was stellar.

Tuesday I went to school then had a home softball game. Jason, Joe, Justin, Ryan, Marisa, Caitlyn, and Susanne... came to my game that made me so happy. and I hit the last hit gettin in 2 or 3 runs winning the game by slayter it was sweet! Then drove around with Justin and Jason then Mitch came over :)! He made grilled cheese with me and then we talked and watched Ever After :)... I fell asleep on him though and woke up randomly it was so nice to wake up to his face

Today aka Wednesday I woke up at 10 made muffins and took a shower and went to school... then softball was after school and that was alright. Mitch came to my game :) that made me really happy and my dad showed up... that was really nice too. Then Mitch came over and we made Pancakes and hung out in my room then went to Bakers Square with Zainub, Marie, Stephine, and Sara. It was good stuff and good pie! Then Mitch and I came back and watched Mr. Magoo.. grand movie I kinda slept again but it was good.

Hands on the bible.... scared like a child..... God holds you liable..... for what you've done....

2005-04-22T02:16:16Z

So what has gone on since Sunday

Sunday I worked on homework baked muffins and cookies for Mitch.. worked 1-4 which went pretty well then picked up Mitch and I hung out with him and we ended up going to Trevors it was cool.

Monday

I had school then softball practice and I worked on homework ALOT and slept.

Tuesday I had school and i went in late because i wanted to finish my really good dream... then First Confrence Game for softball against Batavia in Batavia which we won :) and I caught and played 3rd! Then Came home tired and did some stuff then slept

Wednesday I went to school then softball practice then Mitchell came over and we went to Wheaton College to see my cousin Jon play with his band. I saw my aunt and uncle and other cousin Daniel too it was really nice. They did a really good job along with the Folding or something.

Today I went to school then we had a game and I caught the whole game and had some good hits. Mitch went to the game :) that made me nervious but oh so happy I love that boy so much! We then came to my house I took a shower etc. And we had dinner talked hung in my room then went to coldstone and got ice cream and all.

Now I must go for I must write stupid modern issues paper *shakes fists*

I work at Coldstone Saturday 2-7 so you should go!

I hate everything about you why do I love you!

2005-04-17T03:58:58Z

So choir we have been going to grade schools with men's choir and they sing and we sing and dance. It's nice to miss school :)!

Softball's going alright I got hit in the eye and knee cap today so I am in a little pain

Mitch left Friday for his dad's house I am a little lonely

I hung out with Nick, Bill, Joe, Kevin, Justin, Ryan, Susanne, Jessie, Marisa, and the lovely Caitlyn for the past two nights it has ROCKED! We had like a drag party tonight it rocked!

Tomorrow I work at COLDSTONE 1-4 in downtown GLen Ellyn and then pick Mitch up from the train station :)! I miss him

well i'm out

Time square can't shine as bright as you....

2005-04-11T22:34:30Z

So I did something kinda of really stupid last night and I'm really sorry...

Mitch I love you and I hope you can forgive me

hey there delilah
whats it like in new york city
im a thousand miles away
but girl tonight you look so pretty
yes you do
time square cant shine as bright as you
i swear its true

hey there delilah
dont you worry about the distance
im right there if you get lonely
give this song another listen
close your eyes
listen to my voice its my disguise
im by your side

oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
what you do to me

hey there delilah
i know times are gettin hard
but just believe me girl
someday ill pay the bills with this guitar
we'll have it good
we'll have the life we knew we would
my word is good

hey there delilah
ive got so much left to say
if every simple song i wrote to you
would take your breath away
id write it all
even more in love with me youd fall
we'd have it all

oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me

a thousand miles seems pretty far
but they've got planes and trains and cars
id walk to you if i had no other way
our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
that none of them have felt this way
delilah i can promise you
that by the time that we get through
the world will never ever be the same
and youre to blame

hey there delilah
you be good and dont you miss me
two more years and youll be done with school
and ill be makin history like i do
you know its all because of you
we can do whatever we want to
hey there delilah heres to you
this ones for you

oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
what you do to me

Adorable precious one, you are the very breath of me. This day is blank with emptiness becase I cannot see you. I can only soothe my aching heart reading poems of love. Here are words that might have rushed to you, loved one, out of my own heart:

Come to me in my dreams, and then by day
I shall be well again,
For then the night will more than pay
The hopeless, hopeless long of the day,
The hopeless, hopeless longing of the day.

Time square can'

2005-04-11T22:30:03Z

hey there delilah
whats it like in new york city
im a thousand miles away
but girl tonight you look so pretty
yes you do
time square cant shine as bright as you
i swear its true

hey there delilah
dont you worry about the distance
im right there if you get lonely
give this song another listen
close your eyes
listen to my voice its my disguise
im by your side

oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
what you do to me

hey there delilah
i know times are gettin hard
but just believe me girl
someday ill pay the bills with this guitar
we'll have it good
we'll have the life we knew we would
my word is good

hey there delilah
ive got so much left to say
if every simple song i wrote to you
would take your breath away
id write it all
even more in love with me youd fall
we'd have it all

oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me

a thousand miles seems pretty far
but they've got planes and trains and cars
id walk to you if i had no other way
our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
that none of them have felt this way
delilah i can promise you
that by the time that we get through
the world will never ever be the same
and youre to blame

hey there delilah
you be good and dont you miss me
two more years and youll be done with school
and ill be makin history like i do
you know its all because of you
we can do whatever we want to
hey there delilah heres to you
this ones for you

oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
oh its what you do to me
what you do to me

I lie awake and dream that the fog rolls in my mind.....

2005-04-08T03:19:35Z

Monday
-School
-softball
-homework

Tuesday
-jail tour and went to some courts
-softball game.. we lost
-Mitch came over till 10:30 and we went on a walk and talked :)

Wednesday
-school
-make up quiz
-softball game... we lost
-work ... we watched some movies and got a tour
-talked to mitch on the phone

Thursday
-school
-softball game we won!
-homework

Tomorrow is Mitch and my 6 month anniversary thingy! How exciting! it would be longer but i made a mistake but things all goody now! He said he is going to make dinner for me... what a cutey

Well you're my friend and can you see....

2005-04-04T01:45:00Z

So yesterday I went out with Shan and we got Jamba and then mitch came over later that night. And I got the call i got the job at Coldstone I start Wednesday 7-10 PM shift. And i got 50% discount aint that nice.

Today I went to church with Mitch, Caribu, park, lake ellyn, all with Mitch. Then went to dinner and Jamba with Diana... then Emily's to talk for an hour.

Alot has been on my mind lately and been keeping it all it. It's been tearing me apart... listening to Johnny Cash what a great man. I aint looking forward to school tomorrow it's kinda depressing I am going to be so stressed with school, softball, starting work, relationships, family, me time, and so much more.

Oh what I would give just to be able to lay in his arms for the rest of my life. To go to sleep while staring into his eyes... every night then waking to his face. I would give the world just to do that... i'd do anything just to fall asleep in his arms for the rest of my life... I want my home to be with him by me... the only place I feel safe any more is in his arms..

Please remain the same pictures fade away I hope you never fade as you drift through my things....

2005-04-02T16:22:28Z

Mitch came over at 9 we hung out then got Emily and Dan and went to the 10:27 train.

he brought a huge liter or something pop

MARISA was on the train with her family it was amazing! We got some food and dan tried to chug the whole liter of pop

Then we walked to the Art Institute and ran into Marisa again when we walked around Millenium Park.

see there's marisa!

Then to the Art Institute

The Art Institute was amazing here's on the paintings i'm in love with

It's an innocent girl with he knight in shineing armor protecting her...

Here's another I took a picture of

After the Art Institute we went to Coconuts Music, ESPN, Subway and walked around. Then we took the L Train to the Alley and Tabo Taboo.

IT was aLOT of fun then we took the 7:40 Train home all tired out

Then Mitch and I came home and layed in my bed.

Yesterday

I went to softball then I drove over to Mitch's house where we watched the Life of Brian( it was funny) and then played pool. We came back for dinnner with my family and then went and saw The Ring 2... it was alright. We then came back and listened to music.

Today

I am going to work on homework and stuff then Mitch is going to come over and we gonna babysit my brothers and all. Tonights the last night I get to spend till 12 with Mitch for a week... how depressing

Shan said that I got the job at Cold Stone just waiting for the call now.... fingers crossed

Just say that you love her ... it's over and she's gone....

2005-03-31T14:29:12Z

If we could meet, (and even if we have) but we could only have 24 hours together, just one day out of our whole lives, what would you like to spend those 24 hours doing? Comment and let me know, then post this in your journal to find out just what others would like to do with you

It's over.... she's gone.... WAKE UP!!

2005-03-31T03:12:56Z

Tuesday

Made bananna bread and sugar cookies and talked to Mitch. Went to Emily's where Linda made me food.. I love her and Ray. Then talked to Emily. I went to my interview and I think it went fine it lasted 2 hours. I'll see when the call comes oh wells... then met Mitchell at Caribu. We then talked at Caribu went for a walk to Arbor View my grade school. We talked alot I loved it. Then came back to my house and slept

Today
Woke up shopped and picked up Mitch. I drove us to Hidden Lake where we were to have a picnic. We sat around and i buried one of the MILLIONS of little silver shinny dead fish.. it was sad. We walked around a little more and then sat at this rock area where we sat before winter. It was nice. We fed ducks and tried to feed a turtle.. and threw gushers and cheese at em.. it was fun. We talked and then walked some more.... we saw alot of older people making out... oh goodness.. then we came back and layed in my bed and my mom was "disgusted" ... lol.... so we had to get out of my bed and on the way to Mitch's my mom called me home and I had to drive Mitch home and come home. Then I sat at home waited for the storm to calm then I drove to Mitch's... got hit on by a 50 year old, cut someone off, almost got killed, got lost, took a wrong road... and a lot more. Then my dad called from New York and said he couldnt take a plane back because the weather so he wanted me to go home. Mitch's parents didn't want me to go home by myself so Mitch drove with me and his Mom drove behind us. It was so sweet of her. I love his rentals.

Tomorrow I go to Chicago.. YESH

I am going to go look up some things... talk to Mitch.. clean my room and then go to bed. Mitch is coming over tomorrow Early :)!!!

Bored

2005-03-29T18:23:57Z

You scored as The Notebook. You have strong, passionate love like the notebook!

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The Notebook

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A Cinderella Story

58%

Charlies Angels

25%

Legally Blonde

Mean Girls

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You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

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Suicide

87%

Posion

60%

Bomb

53%

Accident

47%

Drowning

40%

Stabbed

40%

Gunshot

33%

Disappear

33%

Natural Causes

27%

Suffocated

20%

Disease

20%

Eaten

13%

Cut Throat

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alright....

You scored as Nipples. You're secretly kinky aren't you? I like you already. Don't let anyone onto your dirty side--it's more fun that way.

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Earlobe Piercing

80%

Labret Piercing

80%

Nipples

80%

Dirty Piercings

70%

Tongue Piercing

70%

Cartilage Piercing

70%

Belly Button Piercing

60%

Nose Piercing

40%

Lip Piercing

40%

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I'm outside of your window with my radio....

2005-03-29T07:03:41Z

Thursday

I went to school got all my homework I missed from being sick and then Mitchell came over.

Friday

I woke up and drove my dad to the car fixer place. I went to Pot Bellys and Coldstone with Shan before he left for London. Then my dad took me to get my ears pierced more.

I got a third hole on my left ear

I got a third hole and a cartiledge on my right

Mitch came over and we went with my dad to sports authority.. may i say that store SUCKS comepared to MC Sporting goods. Anywhos and then Mitch and I hung around my house went to IHOP for dinner. Possibly watching Finding Foresster.

Saturday

Woke up did some things around the house went to Jamba and then picked up Emily and went Easter Shopping. We hung around and drove around then went to Coldstone where we met Heather. We got ice cream and talked then went to a local thrift store where I got this scarf

then we went to Heather's new house and we got the grand tour. Emily and I went to Old Navy and I got two new shirts. And then we went to the mall wher we saw Joe, Caitlyn, Marisa, Bill, Jessie, Susanne.... Mitchell then came over and we went over to Bill's where Bill Caitlyn Susanne Brian Joe Justin Ryan and Kevin where. We watched Bless The Child.

Sunday

Easter... I was sick with my sinuses.

Monday

woke up... at 6:45... Mitch came over at 12 and we hung around here then went to his house. We then came over to my house had dinner then went to Emily's where Kim was. We talked then drove around got Jamba and ran over Jamba Juice cups. Also stole a tricycle. It was stellar fun. Mitch and I came back and fell asleep

Tomorrow I have my re interview for Coldstone.. wish me luck i'm nervous

I feel like a skankasorous....

2005-03-23T21:19:32Z

Went to school at 8 went to the nurse came home at 8:30.. i tried that's all that matters...

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got more but feel too skanky to put em up...

Any comments on my new picture of my entry?

I'm a whore I do confess... I put you on like a wedding dress...

2005-03-22T21:56:39Z

This weekend was BEYOUND amazing!! Thanks to Sara, Emily, Mitchell, and the show Ignite the Sky put on Friday.... I am totally looking forward to spring break it's going to rock!! I am sick well I am gettin better but I had the flu.. no fun.. well I'm out have a nice day yalls!