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And I will meet you.... and I will meet you... and I will meet you... there..... [May. 1st, 2005|09:28 am]
bleedingxheart7
[mood |contentcontent]
[music |Tiger ARmy- Fog Surrounds]

Thursday I slept and didn't go to school. I hung out with Josh and stuff. Did a bunch of nothing. Then 7 came around and I was at work till 10:45 it was sweet stuff!

Friday i went to school then came home and got ready for Chicago. Mitch came over and we drove to Chicago where we went to the Metro and say 12 Step Rebels, The Unseen, and TIGER ARMY!!! It was amazing!!! There were so many kids with mohawks and pin spikes etc etc it was cool. I saw Austin and PETER there :)! THe concert was beyound amazing and I am in love with TIGER ARMY!!! we then went to McDonalds then drove to my house. layed around my house a little then mitch tucked me into bed :) that's the best thing in the world

Saturday I had two games 10 and 12. I didn't play the first game but played the second. We lost the first game but won the second it was tight. Then I went to work and worked with this girl Emily who I auditioned with she is realyl nice. Then at 4 she left and I worked with this other girl I forget her name :( but she was really cool. We worked to 7. I saw Sara and her friend Mike it was SWEET! Well Mitch came to work at 7 to pick me up. And we got ice cream :)!

We drove to my house to drop Mitch's car off and went to Marisa's suprise party it was cool to see everyone. We left like a half hour hour later. Then watched Space Balls at my house and meet the Fokers.. or what ever its called i fell asleep during space balls and was talkin in my sleep. Nice job.. lol

Today I am going to do chores homework and clean my room then Mitch is going to come over :)!

Have a nice day love you all!!!
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Light up light up as if you have a choice even if you cannot hear my voice ill be right beside you.. [Apr. 28th, 2005|01:26 am]
bleedingxheart7
[mood |gratefulgrateful]
[music |Enya- Only time]

Saturday I went to Justin, Bill, Ryan, Nick, and Joe's concert it was a sweet deal! Then I went to work which was alright.. after that I went to Susanne's where Nick, Justin, Bill, Ryan, Joe, Brad, Seth, Jason, Caitlyn, Jessie, Susanne, Marisa, Jamie, and Janell. We all hung out then Nick, Seth, Brad, Joe, and Justin got into my car and we went to see Real Estate or something like that at the house they had played that morning... then I watched Saw it was good stuff.

Sunday I went to church came home and had a break down and went to Susanne's to talk to her and Caitlyn. I love them they helped me out alot. Then Mitch came over and we hung out and talked I enjoyed seeing him. Then I went to Caitlyn's where Nick, Jason, Justin, Kevin, Joe, Ryan, Caitlyn, Marisa, Susanne, all were. We had a bonfire it was a sweet deal.

Monday I went to school then had softball practice. Nothing special that I remember. Oh yes after softball I went to Culvers with Jason, Joe, Nick, Ryan, Marisa, Caitlyn, Justin. It was stellar.

Tuesday I went to school then had a home softball game. Jason, Joe, Justin, Ryan, Marisa, Caitlyn, and Susanne... came to my game that made me so happy. and I hit the last hit gettin in 2 or 3 runs winning the game by slayter it was sweet! Then drove around with Justin and Jason then Mitch came over :)! He made grilled cheese with me and then we talked and watched Ever After :)... I fell asleep on him though and woke up randomly it was so nice to wake up to his face

Today aka Wednesday I woke up at 10 made muffins and took a shower and went to school... then softball was after school and that was alright. Mitch came to my game :) that made me really happy and my dad showed up... that was really nice too. Then Mitch came over and we made Pancakes and hung out in my room then went to Bakers Square with Zainub, Marie, Stephine, and Sara. It was good stuff and good pie! Then Mitch and I came back and watched Mr. Magoo.. grand movie I kinda slept again but it was good.
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Hands on the bible.... scared like a child..... God holds you liable..... for what you've done.... [Apr. 21st, 2005|08:16 pm]
bleedingxheart7
[mood |crazycrazy]
[music |Hands on the bible]

So what has gone on since Sunday

Sunday I worked on homework baked muffins and cookies for Mitch.. worked 1-4 which went pretty well then picked up Mitch and I hung out with him and we ended up going to Trevors it was cool.



Monday

I had school then softball practice and I worked on homework ALOT and slept.

Tuesday I had school and i went in late because i wanted to finish my really good dream... then First Confrence Game for softball against Batavia in Batavia which we won :) and I caught and played 3rd! Then Came home tired and did some stuff then slept

Wednesday I went to school then softball practice then Mitchell came over and we went to Wheaton College to see my cousin Jon play with his band. I saw my aunt and uncle and other cousin Daniel too it was really nice. They did a really good job along with the Folding or something.

Today I went to school then we had a game and I caught the whole game and had some good hits. Mitch went to the game :) that made me nervious but oh so happy I love that boy so much! We then came to my house I took a shower etc. And we had dinner talked hung in my room then went to coldstone and got ice cream and all.

Now I must go for I must write stupid modern issues paper *shakes fists*



I work at Coldstone Saturday 2-7 so you should go!
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I hate everything about you why do I love you! [Apr. 16th, 2005|09:58 pm]
bleedingxheart7
[mood |crazycrazy]
[music |3 day grace]

So choir we have been going to grade schools with men's choir and they sing and we sing and dance. It's nice to miss school :)!

Softball's going alright I got hit in the eye and knee cap today so I am in a little pain

Mitch left Friday for his dad's house I am a little lonely

I hung out with Nick, Bill, Joe, Kevin, Justin, Ryan, Susanne, Jessie, Marisa, and the lovely Caitlyn for the past two nights it has ROCKED! We had like a drag party tonight it rocked!

Tomorrow I work at COLDSTONE 1-4 in downtown GLen Ellyn and then pick Mitch up from the train station :)! I miss him

well i'm out
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Time square can't shine as bright as you.... [Apr. 11th, 2005|05:31 pm]
bleedingxheart7
[mood |confusedconfused]
[music |Hey there Delilah- Plain White T's]

So I did something kinda of really stupid last night and I'm really sorry...

Mitch I love you and I hope you can forgive me

Hey there DelilahCollapse )







Adorable precious one, you are the very breath of me. This day is blank with emptiness becase I cannot see you. I can only soothe my aching heart reading poems of love. Here are words that might have rushed to you, loved one, out of my own heart:

Come to me in my dreams, and then by day
I shall be well again,
For then the night will more than pay
The hopeless, hopeless long of the day,
The hopeless, hopeless longing of the day.
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Time square can' [Apr. 11th, 2005|05:29 pm]
bleedingxheart7
Hey there delilahCollapse )
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I lie awake and dream that the fog rolls in my mind..... [Apr. 7th, 2005|10:14 pm]
bleedingxheart7
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[music |Fog Surrounds- Tiger Army]

Monday
-School
-softball
-homework

Tuesday
-jail tour and went to some courts
-softball game.. we lost
-Mitch came over till 10:30 and we went on a walk and talked :)

Wednesday
-school
-make up quiz
-softball game... we lost
-work ... we watched some movies and got a tour
-talked to mitch on the phone

Thursday
-school
-softball game we won!
-homework

Tomorrow is Mitch and my 6 month anniversary thingy! How exciting! it would be longer but i made a mistake but things all goody now! He said he is going to make dinner for me... what a cutey
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Well you're my friend and can you see.... [Apr. 3rd, 2005|08:44 pm]
bleedingxheart7
[mood |depresseddepressed]
[music |I see a darkness - Johnny cash]

So yesterday I went out with Shan and we got Jamba and then mitch came over later that night. And I got the call i got the job at Coldstone I start Wednesday 7-10 PM shift. And i got 50% discount aint that nice.

Today I went to church with Mitch, Caribu, park, lake ellyn, all with Mitch. Then went to dinner and Jamba with Diana... then Emily's to talk for an hour.


Alot has been on my mind lately and been keeping it all it. It's been tearing me apart... listening to Johnny Cash what a great man. I aint looking forward to school tomorrow it's kinda depressing I am going to be so stressed with school, softball, starting work, relationships, family, me time, and so much more.

Oh what I would give just to be able to lay in his arms for the rest of my life. To go to sleep while staring into his eyes... every night then waking to his face. I would give the world just to do that... i'd do anything just to fall asleep in his arms for the rest of my life... I want my home to be with him by me... the only place I feel safe any more is in his arms..
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Please remain the same pictures fade away I hope you never fade as you drift through my things.... [Apr. 2nd, 2005|09:56 am]
bleedingxheart7
[mood |chipperchipper]
[music |Circle Takes The Square]

So chicago.... BEYOUND AMAZING let me tell you that!Collapse )

Shan said that I got the job at Cold Stone just waiting for the call now.... fingers crossed

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Just say that you love her ... it's over and she's gone.... [Mar. 31st, 2005|08:26 am]
bleedingxheart7
[mood |excitedexcited]
[music |Hawthorne Heights]

If we could meet, (and even if we have) but we could only have 24 hours together, just one day out of our whole lives, what would you like to spend those 24 hours doing? Comment and let me know, then post this in your journal to find out just what others would like to do with you
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